So yesterday I made a pact with myself that I would try to pretend things to give me a push to get out of the house.
So today I imagined I would meet a interesting woman at a bench where I planned to sit down. It was kind of like a joke. I put on a big grin thinking about me acting like a kid in my 40’s.
But at least I managed to wind down and take a relaxed and unhasty walk. And I started dreaming about other stuff as well…like where I would live if there were no obstacles. I started looking around at buildings in the area. I might go to some showings just to play with the idea of moving somewhere else.