But this angel you heard, could have turned on you and turned mean. So it’s probably better that you don’t hear it. At first the angels I heard were not bullying really.
I’m just worried because I know I hear voices but I’m still scared that I’ll become the North Korean dictator. Like I’m worried I may not be schizophrenic, and this is all real. I’m worried there’s like a 1000 Kim Jong Un’s they use to order assassinations. By putting them in certain areas as authorization. Sorry if I’m derailing the post.
It is hard for me to convince you otherwise since you are sort of unwell, clearly.
But as someone who has gone through what you have gone through and is not delusional anymore, I can tell you that this is not true.
You’ll get there eventually, see the clarity of it all.
I used to believe in telepathy not long ago.
It is pretty scary and a slippery slope because sometimes I think hey, what if this is a freak mutation that has caused telepathy.
But fortunately right now I don’t feel the telepathy feeling so
… As long as you recover which you hopefully will, then you will just not feel like those delusions are real anymore.
Thanks. It’s just my boyfriend is so creepy that I think he’s up to something and doing something behind my back. Like he just casually said “Ya” and that just creeped me out.
To answer the original question again I think it’s okay to talk about what voices we hear as long as you don’t think it will give you more trouble with them later
At times voices didn’t want me to mention them and I didn’t and I do t regret it.
I also think it’s fair to talk about voices as if they were real as they are a product of your brain creating an unbelievably good illusion of one or more sentient beings that you can communicate with on what appears to be another channel of communication and raises your awareness to a higher dimension @Zoe
Yeah my voice was telling me I had to eat a sandwich I didn’t want to eat. And it made me throw up. It was controlling and bullying. And they were showing me visions of places where my dad was getting torched (burned severely) and that was the hell I was facing. I fear that’s where I’ll go if the North Korea thing comes true. How do I know if it was telling the truth?
I mean, I do look back at some themes that came up especially in symbolic sort of ways. To see if I can learn anything from it since it came up via my very own mind.
Like the whole hell thing that was running throughout my psychosis as well as heaven, to me symbolises hellish and heavenly life on earth.
It’s just I feel the only time I suffered really was before I tried a suicide attempt. All the other times I was comfortable in my bed and felt happy to be comfortable in bed. No suffering. I feel like most people here suffer, and I feel bad for that.
