I dont know…hopefully it becomes less severe over time and becomes more like the annual flu…some people cant handle it. I think I had it in 2020 but there weren’t tests yet so I’ll never know if I had covid or not. I felt wiped out, slept it off, no one caught it from me.
But since it became so contagious it started evolving so now its worse variants or thats what I read. Im scared to go to the hospital. I’ve gotten three doses of the vaccine so far I still wear a mask in crowds even with three doses of the vaccine…I have a bit of a sore throat and cold but I dont want to be tested for covid because Im scared that I’ll be murdered in the hospital.
I think my paranoia plays into it–but people without paranoid schizophrenia are saying crazy stuff about it. Maybe paranoia is more common to the public than just a mental illness? Well, schizophrenia is different–paranoia is just one aspect of it. However my paranoia had been gone until the pandemic now my mental health has gotten worse…I was planning to go back to school and do so much.
Had a great weekend tho went to NYC and although mostly spent time outside; still wore masks in stores etc. it was really nice to be around people and to visit NYC when its starting to get back to somewhat normal or like the before-times.