I was diagnosed schizo few years ago. Been on a range of medicines . Currently on 300mg zuclo depot fortnightly.
I smoke weed whenever I can and go into unpleasant states when I have no access which is semi regular.
In the past doctors have tried different drugs like seligiline and anafranil to provide some sort of replacement kind of.
But after an admission linked to anafrinal the current team doesn’t want to try anything but the sme old injection I’ve been on continually for 18 months.
Every meeting I request a medication that will stimulate me mentally and physically so I don’t have to go through the downer phase of the buds or lack of.
The doctor just continues to claim anything other than tranks and the ssri would cause me to switch.
I thought switching was the old mind control affect but I don’t know.
Any way is anyone on a drug which basically noticeably makes you feel good after first dose. I hate all this it takes six weeks ■■■■■■■■
Can you really tolerate the weed or are you just smoking it out of habit? Does it affect you negatively in any way? I’m asking these questions because I’m wondering if weed is affecting your recovery in a negative way.
Well ever since this began I’ve been using weed to achieve a paranoid state cause part of me believes deeply that I am being manipulated and deceived so what the professionals would call psychosis I would call a revelation and try using the bud to get back to that transcendental state.
I switch attitudes rapidly throughout the day but I read a lot about mk ultra and monarch and bluebird.
I guess it could be delusional fantasy but like I said the doctor always goes on about switching and one thing lead to another and now I’m semi convinced I was born into a program and I have some sort of alter system in my mind.
It’s weird though cause the lines between what I want and what I hate have begun to blur and I often catch myself kinda wishing I was under mind Control Manipulation so that I could live the dream and play like a rock n roll devil.
Weed is problematic for most with psychotic disorders. It really doesn’t help for most but it’s one of those things.
You ever tried drying out of the weed and just trying the meds? I know weed is just about legal these days in the States but mental health is a great thing to have!
Give the buds a break and do some exercise instead! You may be surprised!
Weed may be making your condition worse; it usually doesn’t agree with people who are schizophrenic. But I know how hard it is to quit because I used to smoke it. It aggravated my symptoms but I smoked it again and again anyways, I was always trying to recapture that fun feeling I used to get from it before I became schizophrenic.
I would get this paranoia from it but I guess I was always hoping that the next time would be different but it never was. I quit all drugs and drinking anyways in 1990 and I don’t miss them.
I’ll just add to this in that I felt way better after I knocked off doing street drugs of any kind @Shaman. I still might have a drink once in a blue moon, but I try to keep that to a minimum. I have a lot of respect for those who are currently completely sober.
Schizophrenia + antipsychotics + drugs is the recipe for destruction.
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