We all want to know @SzAdmin, what is your religious and political position my friend? Or do you consider yourself more of a psychiatrist on these forums and won’t discuss anything about yourself? Is your soul purpose here is to promote psychiatry and diagnose people? Or can you be as real as we’ve all been here?
I’m just here to help people improve their lives and live as well as they can. These forums aren’t “about me” - they are here for the visitors - I just try to facilitate things. So I don’t talk about myself.
Please listen to the other members here who are trying to help you. We have many very knowledgeable and positive people who have been through a lot and want to help others move their lives forward in a positive (and non-delusional) way.