I’m still psychotic as we speak…I’m seeing my psychiatrist later today I hope.
I’m reading double/ triple meanings into tv, radio, computer, billboards, shirts people are wearing, signs everywhere, liscence plates on cars, truck signage…random objects on the ground.
My brain is tricking me again, but I still have some insight. Logic will prevail with the proper medication…it always does.
I bought a coffee at the local gas station this morning. The guy next to me at the cash was holding a roll of Bounty paper towels.
That meant to me that there was a Bounty on my head.
There’s also leftover vegetable scraps at the stop sign by my house. To me that means I’ve fallen down the rabbit hole…or that I am some kind of vegetable.
These are just two examples out of scores of misread thoughts. I’m reading mixed messages into everything…it’s exhausting.
@anon39054230 I’m sorry you’re having a hard time with all of this but I know I’m not sane I know I’m not supposed to see and hear things others can’t and mine is slowly getting worse too I just hope I see my nurse before it’s to late and I decide I’m fine I don’t like being unmedicated it’s dangerous for me