Sorry I couldn’t get on the website earlier.
I only did one line of cocaine when very drunk, and had only been drinking when with friends.
Beyond that I was positive and happy. I was exercising at least three times a week. Had quit smoking and was doing very well. Work was going well to and I was also dating and seeing different women.
I honestly did not feel like I had an illness and was at 90 percent of my old self. I guess I just pushed things a little ti far and now have to rebuild from here. But at least I haven’t regressed in terms of psychosis just feeling a little depressed.
Also I do not advocate using drugs or drinking.