i imagined today if i put in prison for the rest of my life
i m now annoyed becoz i dont have as much money as the other ppl
so i am annoyed i am angry i feel very bad
so i thought about if i could suicide i will end my suffer
i thought about if i kill someone i will be happy and my anger will go away
so i asked myself what if i put in prison for the rest of my life
like animal i wont do anything except eat and surivive and wait for death
nothing more
is this will be better than i m now !!!
no no no
i must rethink about my life
i m not that bad
i m wonderfull
i still can hope !!!