How old were you when they finally went away?
For me… it wasn’t until adult hood and I ended up on different meds.
They seemed so real and solid when I was in my teens.
I know now it was my cross wired head… but back then … I saw them as real entities that were a bad influence on my judgment.
Did you ever have sexual experiences with your imaginary friends? What did you and your imaginary friends talk about or do together?
When I was young they wanted me to cut my arms open and give them blood to make them real.
When I was older… they were just out of the corner of my eye… convincing me that I’d feel better if I just had one more drink.
Wow, that sounds terrifying!
At the time… it was.
Now… I see a lot of my episodes as generated from my cross wired head… I’ve been trying to hold on to the grain that what comes form my head is all me.
I miss very much my imaginary friend, Johnny Brown, I wish he show his face again. I could use a good friend who really cares about me like he did.