So my bf is abusive and beats me relentlessly sometimes he slaps my face
You dont know what its like to be treated like a dog
He whips me with cords…
I havent told my family or anyone bc I’m ashamed and feel like its all my fault.
He does abuse me emotionally and physically.
In front of my kids my neighbors have seen him do it…
So im not completely insane they have seen him do that.
I’m not schizophrenic i was diagnosed with manic bipolar by my psychiatrist and post partum psychosis.
I really am all alone and have nobody
I just have my kids and my bf and I really am alone. This was my only place to look for comfort and I guess i made up stories to make myself feel better bc ive been so abused.
Ive been with him for 5 years and ive endured abuse that long verbal abuse as well as physical bc he didnt want to be with me after my first born.
My 3rd waz born and he got very verbally abusive and told me that the baby wasn’t his bc he had blue eyes amd blonde hair so he got physical over it.
You can always call the cops and be taken to a women’s shelter. Just beware to watch your kids good. I was molested in one. That shouldn’t deter you because you can’t allow yourself to be beat. You need to get out before you or your child get killed.
I started to think this was triggering
as I can’t watch any violence on any t.v. or anywhere.
If there are boundaries, set them. If not he’ll get away with all of it.
I’m sorry you’re being abused. You need to get the f*ck out of there as quickly as you can; find a shelter, call the cops, something. That said, I don’t understand you and I don’t trust you. I can’t tell if you’re lying about your psychosis, but if you are, you need to stop. It’s not a f*cking game. Just tell us the truth, and we will support you… Tell us. What is going on?
i don’t understand why some people call cops for anything and some don’t. life was so simple without police.
you;ll continue to forgive, though you never get an apology,
you do it because you’re a good person.
If someone is abusing you, you need to get out of that relationship and into a safe place. You have told us alot of stories for a long time so it’s hard for me to know you are telling the truth. So I’m trying hard to trust what you are saying right now! Maybe other members of this site have information links for those who need to get out of abusive situation?
Good job victimizing the victim, bud!
What the f*ck? First of all, I believe you meant to say “blaming the victim,” which I am NOT. She mentioned telling lies in her post. I addressed the abuse, then I addressed the part about lying. Believe it or not, it is in fact possible to discuss two different ideas in the same post.
Don’t even bother responding to him @Sardonic. He’s just baiting you. 
There is no f*cking way I’m letting this ass hole walk all over me. If he wants to argue then we can goddamn argue. He’s been back for all of 2 days and he’s already making my blood boil.