I know I need to go to crisis I just don’t want to.
You don’t need to go to crisis, you need to go to the ER and go inpatient in a proper ward. Please. Pretty please with a cherry on top. I care about you and worry about you. You deserve to feel better.
Please go get help.
Crisis would send me to Georgetown which is a proper ward.
Okay, then I agree. Go to crisis. You need the help right now. Your life is worth it.
What you need is concrete coping skills. Real, honest to goodness, real world solutions to your problems. Like I’ve said, I went through many of the same problems you’re having and I was often miserable. I drove myself crazy over it, just like you’re doing to yourself right now. But I came out the other side. I have problems with the neighbors now but they are manageable. And the difference between then and now is that I turn my problems into a learning experience. And I also accept that I deserve some of it and that it’s normal to have to be on the receiving end of abuse sometimes (to a point). Everybody knows someone who "doesn’t take sit from anybody". I’m not that guy; I know I have to take some sit from other people sometimes. But I’m going to sure give some back as often as I can. I accept that I’m going to piss off the wrong guy one of these days and I might pay for it. But I accept that; it’s part of life. I’m not going to change. Getting beat up gets old fast as @crimby says but it’s happened before and life went on. Does any of this help @roxanna? I hope so. I think this applies to your situation a little.
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