Im so sick of the hospital

But thats probably where im heading to. I cant function. Im so paranoid i cant sleep. I got in a fight with my girlfriend because she was basicaly accusing me of not even trying to cope. Now i feel like a huge burden and like a failure and i want to die so bad. Im really contemplating taking a taxi to go jump off a building. I cant handle living like this anymore. Im sick of it im so ■■■■■■■ done.

To top it off it wa her birthday and i probably ruined it.

I think my ptsd was triggered too

I know it’s hard sometimes but making the tough decisions becomes a good thing for you. It’s not good to live in pain. If your struggling then maybe the hospital will help. If your not functioning you need to get some help and sounds like your not improving.

If you can’t see your doctor soon then hospital or emergency will help. Maybe not for your mind now but in a while it will.

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If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.

You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.

International suicide hotlines:

Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:

https://www.thetrevorproject.org

More resources:

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Hope you feel better soon @Moon.
Please get help if you feel you are going to hurt yourself.

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Please don’t hurt yourself

Things can always improve

I know it’s hard but just try to make it through the night

Sorry i never replied. I just had a bad mental breakdown. Im goibg to be checking myself in today

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That’s good. You probably need the help. Take care.

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