In my marriage and religion. The two are tied together. Hubby is such a perfectionist and expects me to have the same opinions as me on religion. He wants me to believe same as him and it overwhelms me.
Eg he wants me to cover my feet with socks even in summer whereas I want to wear open sandals .
I’m so overwhelmed with his expectations it’s depressing me and I have had thoughts creeping in of killing him which I won’t do but I just sometimes wish he’d get out of my life forever. I love him but I can’t be happy either. I’m doomed