Ever since I got onto the meds, everything I ever did - my every little action and thought and word reinforced the fact that I have mental illness.
So if I go tell my GP that I feel happy I’m scared of what she’s going to say. I don’t feel “manic” per se, however I do feel really a different person altogether. It’s like I’m not me anymore. I should be happy but I’m worried. I made 3 friends, can you believe they all asked me my number which has never happened before. Everyone said I appear more confident. But I’m scared of whether this is good or bad thing.