I dont know what this is. Cause it’s not just sadness. It’s like my soul hurts and aches. Not my heart but my soul. I dont know how else to describe. I know what triggered it. We had a resident at work pass away. He could be a real pain and very frustrating to work with but I still miss him. And I found out that a coworker that I already very much dislike was openly excited that he died. I’m mad at this coworker but not as mad as you would think. Like I said my soul just aches. It aches for her because she’s living her life finding excitement in death. And other things that I dont feel like getting into. I feel bad for her. And today I just hurt and feel sad.
Sorry you feel bad, one day something awful will happen to your co worker and hopefully she will start to learn the pain others feel through death, sadly some never do though
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It sounds like you’re grieving for this resident. That’s only to be expected. It sounds like a tough line of work.
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I really dont like her. I try to keep as open as I can about people but she is an awful, horrible and disgusting human being. I know that it probably sounds harsh but she is terrible. I dislike her to my bones and that doesnt happen. I can get along with almost anybody. But like I said as much as I dislike her I feel bad for her. Because of the things she does and the way she views things. It’s no way to live and I hope she realizes that because I want her to have a better happier life.
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It is tough. We aren’t supposed to get attached but it’s impossible not to. I finally got over a couple residents that had passed not that long ago. They were hard because I was closer to them than other residents. We have another resident that is on hospice and we’re just waiting for them to die. I’m sorry you probably dont want to hear all this. It’s just been a pretty tough week
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I’m still depressed at times.
Probably the lingering effects of the amount of anti depressants that I’ve been on.
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Death is a horrible thing. You co-worker sounds like an asshat.
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Yes she is. I wish I had never met her and I feel bad for anybody who has to go through the pain of meeting her. I’m pretty sure she got fired though because all of her shifts are being filled in with someone else although she isn’t actually crossed off of the schedule so I’m not 100% sure.
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