Woke up sick, with a fever, and that always flares up my symptoms.
I was having a great dream, vivid and really cool, with flying abilities and all of that. I woke up from that dream at 7 am, slept for a bit longer and then a gory horrible nightmare began, full of blood and murder and someone was trying to say that I was the murderer because I have a mental illness.
I know it’s just a dream, and it means nothing, I could never do anything like that to another human being or animal. I don’t even kill bugs! I’m a good person. Just horrible, just want to forget it.
Anyway, it’s a beautiful sunny day in Amsterdam today and I’m stuck inside the hotel with a fever. Took paracetamol and a zyprexa, and now I feel like a zombie over medicated and with a runny nose.
Hope I don’t stay sick the rest of the vacation days, I was really enjoying walking around the city.
I’m just venting here, thanks for reading. Have a great day everyone.