i’m going to try and go to a singles night out, hoping to meet someone, trying to find someone to go with though, it says i can invite 3 friends so i am hoping that my sister and my friend Alison can come because if i cant find anyone to go with then i dont think i can go 
couple of big hurdles i have to deal with is if i meet anyone is i am worried how my friend Alison will take it as we are really close and also i might feel a bit upset if she meets someone but i think i would be happy to see her with a nice guy also if someone asks me what i do for a living and what i am like i think i will just say i run a bnb from my flat lol,
impotence is a big factor as well but i am not going there just for sex if i manage to go in the first place.