People I know and a whole lot of people that I don’t know. I think I’ll learn a lot from what they have to say. I don’t have to tell them that that is what I have in my head 
It’s fake. I know. I don’t actually have to show all of my cards either way.
Maybe I might try some people eventually, and tell them that I’ve been living with this “myth” or “disease” if it comes down to it for several years, and see what I get from them.
This is a really good topic.