Yeah i can handle a bit of coffee a day but try to stick to tea only once in morning. when i was drinking a lot of caffeine all day i was hearing voices at night even on tons of medication. so when i stopped that it went away. it was terrifying. maybe limiting caffeine is the sole reason im able to slowly cut back and now be completely off the antipsychotic. but when i tried getting down to 0.25 mg of klonopin the voices and ish were coming back. i have no idea what is wrong with my brain. i know stress is bad definitely. maybe if i got off all caffeine i could get off klonopin.
i had a stint a year ago when i removed all grains including rice from my diet. i got off all medications and was very mentally sane. 110%. this lasted two months before i started eating grains again and shortly thereafter i was experiencing very bad psychosis with even New voices. evil ish.
i took a klonopin and the hell completely faded. the level of psychosis i experienced for those two weeks was akin to an experience where i completely went bonkers after.smoking too much weed for like three weeks.
so anyways this second psychotic madness REALLY threw me for a loop because damn, i wasnt even smoking weed, and hadnt for many years.
but i was drinking a ton of coffee.
but its interesting that being grain free, and mainly fats for energy, allowed me to be sane. even while drinking a huge amount of coffee. it was just when i reintroduced grains bonkers happened.
idk. maybe the only way to get off this klonopin is to get off all grains again.
its just weird because much of my life i never had to pay attention to any of it ya know
i used to smoke bits of weed thru the day, have friends go to clubs. i had a huge social life. mainly because weed makes me completely happy. i would have this big day driving all around hanging out then going to clubs/hangouts at night. then when i got home at 1-3 am, i would drink an entire pot of strong coffee on the porch, smoke cigs, look for work, and just enjoy.