Part of my recovery is trying to find purpose and to also self discipline myself to stick with something. So I bought a sound kit on a beat production website, it was $20 for the rights to 100 beats/rap instrumentals. I’m going to try to do all 100 of them. Just finished the first one, wanna do 2-3 per day to meet my 6 week deadline.
Anyway, It’s just a stupid hobby but it’s to teach me to stick with sht and finish what I start. Only doing that 2-3 hours a day, rest of the time I’m continuing with my accounting “diploma” thing. Probably will start going to the library to study so that I get more comfortable being around people.
I just need to stay clean (from alcohol/pot), take my meds, take showers and do the basics everyday and hopefully I can do it.
Wish me luck.
If you feel like sharing/starting a discussion, what projects do you got on the go?