I'm depressed because life is depressing

I haven’t been keeping up so well until a few days ago… Had my own move to get through.

That memory might come back for you once you get settled.

That sense that schizophrenia really just wants to scramble everything for me has been setting in heavy off and on throughout the move. Really ticks me off because it can feel like an inescapable weight…

And then I just scream at it…man ■■■■ you I know what I’m trying to say behind the words anyway… You can’t take that from me.

It’s sort of why I type so much… Keeps me sharp and let’s me know I’ve got plenty of tools to prevent long term disorganization from setting in.

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As I walk this land with broken dreams
I have visions of many things
But happiness is just an illusion
Filled with sadness and confusion
What becomes of the broken-hearted
Who had love that’s now departed?
I know I’ve got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
Maybe
The roots of love grow all around
But for me they come a-tumblin’ down
Every day heartaches grow a little stronger
I can’t stand this pain much longer
I walk in shadowsm searching for light
Cold and alone, no comfort in sight
Hoping and praying for someone to care
Always moving and goin’ nowhere
What becomes of the broken-hearted
Who had love that’s now departed?
I know I’ve got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
Help me
I’m searching, though I don’t succeed
But someone look, there’s a growing need
Oh,…

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BUT THEN ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE.

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What you’re missing is purpose. Yeah I’m depressed. Everything happens for a reason.

IS IT TIME TO SAY GOODBYE, OR IS TIME TO SAY HELLO TO GOD ???

THE WEALTHY HAVE SAID GOODBYE !

THIS WAS THEIR BIG MISTAKE !

ONLY ONE OF THE ABOVE TWO SINGS FOR GOD.

TIME TO SAY GOODBYE TO THE DEVIL.