I never figured out what happened to me. I have ‘nightmares’ of being sexually assualted but it could be not real so to speak…like trauma type stuff…I have missing time. I was walking around like a zombie and stuff for at least 8 hours and don’t remember anything at all. I still don’t. Maybe I have some amnesia or memory loss and then try to fill in the gaps with false memories. But when I dream or die, I time travel and reincarnate into a parallel universe. Been dealing with this for too long.
It’s like many world’s theory (QM) immortality but I go backwards in time to 2013 or something and reset and live in a matrix.
I also have nightmares of being kidnapped but maybe it’s another parallel universe. I still have concerns about talking.
Like my consciousness survives after death which is weird. I may be a mutant or something…
Cant speak for others really.
I noticed this since high school and that I can time travel naturally through time but then aliens and illuminati (catch all term/phrase) know about it.
I don’t really want to talk about it…
Sometimes I think I died and came back alive like in “Russian Doll” Netflix Movie (only seen 1 trailer) where I died, and somehow resurrected back in time the same day. This has been going on trillions or more times and finally I woke up in 2013 but dissociated and schizophrenic.
I think the aliens took my consciousness or sentience away and modified time and reality. I feel like they are helping or protecting me.
It’s like immortal time traveler or vampire curse where instead of reincarnating into the future, I loop back in time but I ended up schizophrenic every time. It could be useful for inventing things, but that’s about it. It’s a form of immortality. Feels like Westworld, really.