So last night as some of you know, I had a crisis and if it weren’t for my haloperidol I’d be in hospital today. Fortunately it calmed me enough to go sleep.
This morning, I was tired but soon after became cheerful and took hubby to beach. Came home and did my things as usual but I irritated my husband with my constant loud laughing and teasing him. I feel very restless and volatile. Homicidal ideation less but I have had voices once or twice saying under their breath “kill him, you know you want to!” No I don’t want to, Alien!
I’m just trying to hang in there now and try to calm down. Tonight I hope as I take my next dose then.
I feel so irritated that I can’t speak to my pdoc about this till the 16th November!