I had a frightening attack of depersonalization this noon.
I went to the supermarket and on the way my mind disappeared completely from my body. I had to return to my apartment. My body was giddy and my mind blank. It was terrible, i was on the verge of fainting (has happened before)
As soon as I came back to my apartement my mind landed in my body again.
When I go to Costco there are tons of people. I feel like they’re not real and I’m not real. I get what I need and leave then I feel better later in the day.
Thanks @Schztuna and @TheCanuk - yes i might take a bottle of water with me, i noticed i suddenly got a very dry mouth og throat, and yes @2Waynez it feels like nothing is real. I always have it in a degree when i’m in a crowd, like my subjectivity, or sense of self is threatened,