If you are interested to read my delusions

[anon48059102]

That i am super smart and could be a president , i control all planet all presidents agree with me and like me .us i watched tv i saw myself apearing in other peoples moods , like thought is going with a crowd and people are thinking who is doing all that ■■■■ , then i becoming paranoid for controling planet and interrupting in serious bussiness like war. I believed i confused peoples minds by screaming and speaking to cars and then countries are in the war. I read some black science and believed i became very dangerous like i could control humans for real and became paranoid of gangsters becouse i thought i am communicating with them through traffic and when i went outside i always watched to strangers and thought they know me and then they reacted to me somehow and i thought they are speaking with me… i thought i am scarrying other people.

But now is all well couse i am on medications

I was also deluded that i was spy i was actor i was comedian i was ninja (becouse i reAd those books)

Did you had any similar delusions?

[twinklestars]

When I woke up this morning I was convinced for about an hour that I murdered people.

Good thing I didn’t turn myself in.

Spoiler alert. Pretty sure now I didn’t murder anyone.

[DelusionalSandwich]

I thought i was picked to be president and that I was the savior of the Earth, and that I was supposed to destroy evil etc etc. It is like fantasy became reality for me or that I could not tell the difference between what was a fantasy/internal desire and reality. I think I might go watch The Matrix and see if that helps me understand what is going on inside my head.

[spiderpig]

I’m not sure if watching the matrix is a good idea for you, you could trigger yourself and read too much into it

[DelusionalSandwich]

maybe i need to find out what it is that I am having trouble differentiating between. Just a thought… Delusional or not, it is a great movie and I have not seen it in a while.