I won’t go into details, but I believe things that I wouldn’t otherwise believe. And when I see numbers I look those numbers up in books … thats a sign I’m not well… Does anyone know what I’m talking about?
I do the same things with numbers.
Unfortunately, the more I go into new age/pseudoscience the louder the voices get.
When I’m just grounded thinking money it’s better.
But the pseudoscience stuff energizes me.
I’m kinda stuck on this one.
You should be careful with the pseudoscience it is understandable how it could lead to delusion
I know what your talking about but i use letters and the zodiac
My family is really into this type of stuff. It’s hard for me - given my upbringing, (psychotic) experiences and knowledge to just let it go.
Moreover, it makes the world look like a better place to be in.
It felt like corporate games and spending money just brought me to a darker place.
I really don’t know how to proceed.
Maybe I just need to stay on disability, travel and count my blessings.
Never bad to do that.
I believe in things outside what I’m used to believing in. Not just what I was brought up to believe. It’s really weird.
My father and stepmother believe in crap like reiki so i can relate
Same here. But I used to be also into it and followed many workshops in my prodromal phase. It had a profound impact on me (and let to my first psychosis).
Anyway. I think I’m putting it into the fridge again for today.
But to get back on topic:
My good intention of the day is to stop looking for meaning in numbers.
What will you guys do? @FreeLunch @Daisy79
I’m going to focus on my craft for today or maybe watch tv.
I don’t have much to do today I went to the Social Security office and got through that which was great but now I’m just going to relax I think