I won’t go into details, but I believe things that I wouldn’t otherwise believe. And when I see numbers I look those numbers up in books … thats a sign I’m not well… Does anyone know what I’m talking about?
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I do the same things with numbers.
Unfortunately, the more I go into new age/pseudoscience the louder the voices get.
When I’m just grounded thinking money it’s better.
But the pseudoscience stuff energizes me.
I’m kinda stuck on this one.
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You should be careful with the pseudoscience it is understandable how it could lead to delusion
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I know what your talking about but i use letters and the zodiac
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My family is really into this type of stuff. It’s hard for me - given my upbringing, (psychotic) experiences and knowledge to just let it go.
Moreover, it makes the world look like a better place to be in.
It felt like corporate games and spending money just brought me to a darker place.
I really don’t know how to proceed.
Maybe I just need to stay on disability, travel and count my blessings.
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Never bad to do that.
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I believe in things outside what I’m used to believing in. Not just what I was brought up to believe. It’s really weird.
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My father and stepmother believe in crap like reiki so i can relate
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Same here. But I used to be also into it and followed many workshops in my prodromal phase. It had a profound impact on me (and let to my first psychosis).
Anyway. I think I’m putting it into the fridge again for today.
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But to get back on topic:
My good intention of the day is to stop looking for meaning in numbers.
What will you guys do? @FreeLunch @Daisy79
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I’m going to focus on my craft for today or maybe watch tv. 
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I don’t have much to do today I went to the Social Security office and got through that which was great but now I’m just going to relax I think
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