I don’t know what I think any more everything erks me and they think I have ocd Icant think when I’m sober, well I think to much but can’t remember what I think about because my memory is really shitty but when I’m high I think a lot and a lot of happy stuff that can easily turn bad but I don’t care, I have friend and they are kinda weird but I’m the weird one I’m a baby compared to them and I’m not a group person one on one or just me. I’m a huge loner but thats because I don’t understand how people are they think what I do is weird because ei have a certain way everything works. for example my friends asked if she could have some juice and I didn’t want to be rude but she messed the whole juice rotation messed up. my other friend messed the shampoo and conditioner all up. just they think it is weird when Im quiet or walk away try not to be weird is when I get super weird and I can’t help it
I have OCD, too, and I can’t stand when people mess with my systems. I’ve gotten a lot better about it, though, thanks to treatment. Do you see anyone about your OCD?
I haven’t seen them but have an appointment later this month, not just for the ocd she are figuring everything out but mainly because they have to see if I’m bad enough to be homebound because we can’t afford home schooling and I don’t want to drop out
Can I ask what grade you are in?
10th, not even 16 yet I turn 16 this month
I remember 10th grade. It was a huge struggle for me. Things eventually got better, though. When you see your doctor, be completely honest with her. It will help her find the right treatment for you.
I feel the same way sometimes. It used to be really bad. I’m a loner, but no longer feel anxiety at the grocery store or interacting with the guy behind the counter. I make lists to remind me of stuff. Many times I don’t need to reference the list because writing the thing causes me to remember better. I understand the juice rotation thing too. For me it’s a personal decision between how important my way of doing things is compared to my friendship. I externalize a bit and realize my friend is unaware of my system and meant no harm. At that point I can’t justify being mad at them. I realize I’m the weird guy, and give myself a good talking to.
its weird trying to think how they think because everything in my head goes crazy and they think so much more simple
I know thinks will get better I always try to think that because of everything thats gone on in my life but damn its hard when everything doesn’t look like they are getting worse but they feel like it and I really hope I like this new dr ill be honest just have to remember this is her job she’s not trying to get me she’s trying to help
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