Idk if I'm wasting my time

I have been reading about government openings and sending applications. Honestly I think I’m not competitive enough to get any of those with my sz. I’m working on a part time only but all of the jobs i applied for are full time jobs. I doubt if I can manage a full time. I wonder if I should give up trying. I don’t think I can manage a little more than the easiest kind of assistant job.

I will lose the present job in a few months. Idk what would happen if I become jobless. I need an income to support myself.

Do you get ssdi? If you do, you can apply as a Schedule A where you get preference for jobs. Or it might be called something else in your state.

She is from Hong Kong. (SSDI) May be it is called something else.