I would rather

be a martyr than a murderer. Hubby doesn’t understand I cut myself to protect him from Alien in me. I’d rather hurt myself than others. He says I’m being irrational but he doesn’t understand.

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You really should go to the hospital. You’re not in a good place mentally. It’s hard, but would help.

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Don’t cut yourself.
Call your pdoc.
Do you have a PRN?

I agree with @anon4362788
It’s time to go to the ER @Hadeda

You are getting worse.

Self harm is not ok.

You are a danger to yourself.

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I agree with ZombieMombie and Wave. You really should go to a hospital.

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Yes please seek help @Hadeda before you hurt your self. It seems really Hard what you’re going through.

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Thanks guys, I’m finally listening. My sister is arranging things for me to be taken to ER

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Your hubby is right, you are being irrational.

I was irrational once, I thought I was being mind controlled, and that it could happen at a distance so nowhere was safe. Once I found meds that worked all that went away and I started thinking rationally again.

Talk to you doctor and be honest. Sounds like a med adjustment is in order.

The key is to not want to hurt anyone, yourself included. You might benefit from a stint in the hospital.

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