Self harm and suicide suck a lot too like being homicidal. I was suicidal off meds, I ended up twice in the emergency due to suicide attempts.
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At first I got diagnosed with BP mixed affective state, that is scary as I was suicidely depressed but had the energy to go thought with it.
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In my experience, clozapine is by far the worst when it comes to swallowing impairment. But clozapine is the least dopamine antagonistic of all antipsychotics, so thatās good. It is the drug of choice for psychosis in Parkinsonās disease.
-Albert.
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I am a girl and schizophrenia did the same to me I went form being depressed and inoffensive to waiting on the streets a āmaleshitā to throw him acid in his face when I was psychotic my father has acid because of his work thanks I didnāt do so I donāt live in India I just got that crazy idea I was very violent I wanted to become a serial killer and I āprepared the mindā with my poor pets I donāt want to talk about what I did to them in 2017.
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I reduced my risperidone yesterday and no more swallowing or choking problems. No sz or anger issues either so far.
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Off my meds Iām violent towards myself and have violent urges towards my loved ones and some small animals. So Iām too scared to stop meds now because last time the evil spirit wanted me to kill my husband and I wanted to sacrifice myself.
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I have self-harmed because of positive symptoms. Be careful what you ask for.
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Yea I realized that suicide and homicide both can be part of positive symptoms.
I think Iād rather have positive symptoms than be violent. Being violent could land you in jail. I had anger issues when unmedicated. Nothing violent but I yelled at my family a lot. It was very unlike me. Itās definitely part of schizophrenia to be angry. Or have mood swings. I get irritable sometimes. Today is one of those days. I end up hiding in my room because people drive me crazy
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