I don’t have the concentration. I’m consumed with my thoughts and intrusive thinking/microwaves implanted in my brain. I just want to say Thank You to all for being there for me when I need to let steam off. I wish I could help people here when they struggle too but I struggle too much myself sometimes.
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You’re a good guy @bobbilly .
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Your health is more important than others, its first and then its the health of others.
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I read your other post Aziz here, sorry you’ve been in the same position with overdosing.
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The important is that we’re better now.
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Don’t worry about it. Just glad you are doing better. 
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Thats so true… Have you been coping better Aziz? I know for me being so close to something terrible it’s made me not want to be there again. Thinking to back then is a safeguard for me. Glad your better.
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Glad to see you when you post.
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Hope you get to feeling better @bobbilly. Sounds like you are going through a lot with the implant delusion.
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You’re always welcome here. Drop in anytime you can 
I rang all crisis teams in 20 mins. No answer. I can feel this chip pulsing in my armpit. I want to use a knife to cut and use my housemates fishing scissors to extract this mirochip. To prove to my manager its there.
I’m sorry to be a pain here, I’m truly sorry. I wish I could contribute more.
Hang in there @bobbilly and please don’t give in to your delusions.
Hell, you helped all the people here by letting them help you.
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I am absolutely sick of this tormenting/harassment I’m getting from them. I have no recourse to defend myself from them.
I’m sick of being a drag on here as I have nothing to offer.
Its so hard not to cut this mirochip out my armpit … I’m struggling
I should ring my staff on sleep but afford to wake them for them to bad mouth me tomorrow
I know the feeling. It’s a struggle but well worth the good days 
they implanted this chip in me when I was 5