I slept with a ton of women and I drank like a fish in college…all my friends said I was “wild” I was really prodromal even then I think…college was very stressful for me because I put myself through college cooking in restaurants. very proud of my degree…anyways…were you wild when you were prodromal?
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Yeah, i was. Not necessarily with people. But with my actions and decisions - it was between 18 and 20
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I did a lot of hard drugs back in high school (nothing to be proud of) I was pretty wild.
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I was wild yes, luckily only did weed but while it was illegal. It made my sz symptoms appear strongly. I was promiscuous and would sleep with random strippers cheating on my gf, yes she left me when I told her. I wanted her to know the truth as I lost control of myself. I wasn’t myself anymore. My personality got a lot worse.
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@Aziz I cheated on my gf with a stripper too :o
I regretted it of course but woulda lost the relationship anyways
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Yeah i was pretty wild and crazy before i was certified crazy. Lots of dangerous situations and people. Lots of drugs and alcohol. I was a lot quicker witted back then. Now im slow as a sloth both mentally and physically haha. And an anxious, nervous wreck.
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@jukebox I was the same way though man. It was a wild two years before I got I’ll cause I got I’ll at 19ish. But it was a good way to go out before developing sz 
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Yeah pretty wild, but now I’m a target for bullies, got stoned and popped pills, 17-18 I made a mistake and it won’t happen again. Learnt a life lesson when the people that said were going to die for one another, dogged it when I said I had depression, lucky I didn’t say sz!
I read somewhere between 50/50 of people with sz abuse drugs and alcohol to bring about psychosis.
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Yes. I was a wild chica. I partied and drank and even smoked some in college before I had to drop out because of sz. I hung around a bunch of different people and did a lot of reckless things. I was prodromal I bet too. I got diagnosed not long after that. So yeah.
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I was a wild one.
Smoked , did party drugs weekends , binge drinker , stripped (but sucked at it and wasn’t present of in my body and didn’t feel like myself like a puppet on a string and i didn’t make any money)
Sometimes had sex when I was drunk .
Sometimes raped and was molested.
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You didn’t deserve that. Im sorry to hear that.
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I am sorry @SacredNeigh7
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Ive always been an introvert so I would say no I wasn’t wild. Sometimes I would get into things though.
I got sick at 21 so didn’t experience any of that. Been a recluse since.
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In 7th to 10th grade I used to run away from home and sleep on the streets. Home wasn’t safe. But then in 10th grade I got emancipated
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I acted and looked wild. First punk, then metalhead. Dressed slutty, so everyone assumed I was a s lut, but in fact, didn’t lose my virginity til was 17, and that guy was my first husband for 10 years.
Everyone thought I was in my early 20s from the time I was 14 because that’s what I looked and acted like.
Nope, just building walls from the world.
I wanted to be wild. I was a bit too autistic I think
I was never really “wild” but I was more carefree back then
I don’t know if it was me being prodromal or just an alkie. My joke is that I’m allergic to booze because it makes me break out in handcuffs. I spent so many nights in the drunk tank. Ugh.
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