I am scared to say I don’t hear voices atm, because it would be too good to be true, if I’d never hear them again.
Anyway, this thread is about some habbits I have. The most annoying thing I do, is kind of building myself a road to walk through. Ok, more describing sentence would be “I build plans and push myself really hard to take these actions”. I want to trash this habbit. I’m sure that you have heard about “Free Will”. Well, even tho I think we may have some kind of free will, then still . . . we are oftenly out of the power to control, what is happening to us.
I need to stop forcing my consious and start taking baby steps and slowly getting back to where I was before scizophrenia. I make electronic music - I am almost on the level of Professionals. But I have wasted so much time by fighting against the voices. I am 35 years old - I’m still young, but I still have dreams to complete. I’m optimistic though about my future. Now, I’m going for a walk and then make a bit music. Take care!