I want to break free

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From the fear of rejection
From the fear of failure
From depending of other people’s opinion
From imaginary norms set by others
From self hate
From judgments and expectations
From my inner beast
From the calls of my body and from my past
From the little parents in my head
From traumas
From the thinking of what could and what if happened
From too much hope
From too much sensitivity
From hate

I want to do things because I want to do it. I want to accept what I cannot change and change what I’m able to change.
I’m sick of being a prisoner of myself.

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I’m so tempted to post that Queen song.

must… fight… urge…

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You’re still buzzing around sir?
Well post it but keep in mind I didn’t intend this to be funny.

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I lost my spiritual side a long ago. And it takes a lot of struggle to get there. Even with Jesus on your side.

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Ok. Excuse me Sarad.

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You go girl! Just take it easy on yourself and do what makes you happy.

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Y’all people need to stop flagging every little thing you’re considering as ‘too much’. Don’t turn the place into kindergarten for Royal kids.

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I just flagged my own post for being too dope

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Its okay - everyone has its own way.
I wish that could be mine but I just can’t.

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It’s understood.

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Sounds like you might be on your way already to be free :smiley:

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Overall I like it.
It is sort of a poem.
It is very nice.

It appears that you are tackling psychological issues.
I wish you luck in your quest.
The poem is very nice indeed.

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Loool I started singing it when I saw the post title

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When I was young I had this desperate feeling that life was passing me by. Being at school was like being famished with hunger and wondering into the wonderful smells of a bakery. Life gets better. If you accomplish half your stated goals you’ll be doing better than a lot of us.

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like we all are saying get into therapy. My biggest regret these days is not starting therapy a long time. Being young you have a greater chance of a happy long life the earlier you start therapy.

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I’ve been feeling down lately. I don’t know if it is more than just the meds being low in my bloodstream. I hope we both feel better soon.

In the meantime you can watch the BBC’ Sherlock where in season 4 there is a good scene with this Queen song.

You are not alone. :head_bandage: :purple_heart:

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I hear ya sista. Although the meds make things a lot better for me.

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Brilliant Sarad! This post is a keeper. True true true!

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Hi @Sarad, Good one.!!!
All you thinking are expectations, I achieved some of those but I say one line is really difficult “from the calls of my body and from my past”.( It requires to remove myself from my own.) Thanks.