I want people to

burn me along with my pictures and my horrible memories and atone for the horrible things I’ve done.
I need to atone.
My existence will only make others suffer and I need to atone
i need to burn
i will only make others weep
i will only make others suffer
i am the worst person in the whole world
it will make everyone rejoice

No, don’t be so hard on yourself. Your dogs love you.

thank you. I feel really detached from reality right now.
like i can’t understand anything and i just only think about the bad things

Don’t give up. I have to get some sleep soon. Maybe you could try to keep yourself busy by doing something you enjoy? Watching a movie, listening to music? I hope you feel better soon.

i will, thank you
sorry to keep you awake

Oh it is no problem. I spent the entire night awake playing video games.:nerd_face:

Dearest, why you judge your being so unfair?
Sooner or later you find love❤️

You don’t cause any loss to your family or friends,
You are just unsure that you protect them in a way your heart wants,
I think its vice versa, you are the most important element of caring for your family,

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Hang in there. You have a ton of value. Keep working with your pdoc to get your meds right. Let your pdoc know you’re still suicidal.

Thank you.
I feel a lot better but still going in and out of psychosis.
Hopefully I will feel better after a night of sleep.

@aliali Thank you. You are also an amazing person.

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Hugs. You seem like a kind and thoughtful person. I hope you stop hurting… And stop feeling so bad about yourself. You are a valuable person.

If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.

You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.

International suicide hotlines:



Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:



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