I don’t no the world sounds real crazy pulse of the maggots life’s precious slip knot and litter here but it might help them find food ima ask therapist from Harvard for a plan and speech therapy and hang out with all the strays I can but gotta sing songs of separation to them there’s a cat I get 800 a month but ima get more or try to to take care of animals hope there’s a vet here there skinny u smiley face smiley face I’m like surprised with the world and funny and feels good like ambien I’m gonna special order drugs here and get a e cigarette and get checked for cancer fast as I can hearts everywhere it’s cool u can get checked for cancer to I don’t care Loveeee I got diazepam I love it I got wasted and played Charlie murdere a bit but wanted to hang out with kids that live in our like religious shack hut across street want get them beds but mosquitoes gotta get at em game theory only who should less it will see hopefully and take care of yourselves dudes can I tak it there’s a little old cut I drew I did and ciggy burn guittar drum sets I like music kids by bottles island ocean it’s all messy kid sk8boarding heat I use 2 b invisible best friend that would protect m and kill ppl who wan an kill me guy drew it hospital and I claimed it as mine and the road and activity ppl r lame here I don’t c much litter so who knows but in front of house got litter I a try pick up if therapist say ok for bugs baby brains life’s really precious it will be loud and stuff animal testing and we’ve who cares and smiley face on it and some weird stuff dunno therapist pictures of 2 therapist I seen all stick figures butt I left one out its cool waves ocean thingy don’t a scribble picture of house here a picture of a regular guy I don’t trust ppl carvings evil but not really da brotherhood on sky rim guild off assassins said what is the greatest illusion of life in cool way and u answer to open the door innocence my brother and a picture of me and cat it got Attucks by dog early age but I think it’s okay just walks funny self b healed up I just got it cat food we have the best air in world here girl at nasa I met with family oxygen so I want it to have a relaxing food mixed with it so it can eat a lot gonna try find litter box and get fit 3 floors stinky and strays outside and cleaning may sound scary 2 it gonna ask therapist I said no kitty that’s a bad kitty and it moves to it I a just take care of the world and it will tak care or u when I was feeling weak from what I thought was smoking to much and tar it was from taking pills that make you constipated without stool softeners I go and th news at waiting room in hospital said googles coming out with magnetic drugs yippee woot woot yah dude totally but sorry for my typing my voice is babyish and nasally maybe I think I think with voice box I use to love it can’t get back at It. I got 2 characters talking on repeat in head from supernatural great show they’d lay salt in circles to keep ghost and demons out of there area in houses they’d like line the houses walls with salt and get salt shotguns to shoot the ghost but I think Inq stay down hear airs to exciting I kinda a bit don’t like relaxing but ima get on nutrition and e cigarettes and great drugs and get my family to chill with me for to include sff in pice grandmas house she just go cancer at like 70ish when got here but strays more important brown might excite him to much I’m more white I look white I gotta stop eating noodles to t I like food here just gotta cook I’m not really lazy but cat liked smell of noodles to much and would lightly knock head in wall maybe it’s good thing I’m just real confused gotta get the plan for my life going I want get speech therapy and become a rockstar but everything seems the same to me I don’t no if I have e looks or voice 2 it my voice seems similarity sometimes maybe but it’s like in my head to scratchy n stuff when I get into it we got cable 2 and Internet yay 
but therapy session co located so I don’t think it should take pictures ballistic chains man saw it on gamer tag and relaxing sucks for me at th moment never really go therapy they just thought inserted trash and gave me drugs I liked a bit and some drugs I hated but I a get good repay and aloft if I need to have th most fun possible and yah tak care dudes peace out yah totally weber dude yah pothead saosin girl voices yah and yah I use to be obsessed with someone but I got over it I go lots of games but Xbox red ringed of death here so got Charlie murder gonna play it alone and get wasted yaaaaaaaaah and beat it with every character maybe yah I’m actually pretty normal I think kinda flat but it feels like I’m smoking weed again all he time I’m just really excited and everything’s so funny and giddy I want try get Ativan and hdroxizine and a gentle antipsychotic but my therapist is 6 hours a head that I prefer to call he’s more relaxing I can focus and stuff I got focus problems maybe I think I’m just confused so i might just get a job but I gotta keep animals company so yah we we I get silence some times i just hear music all time and sometimes words to beats of music sligh by messages I’m not a therapist the airs to good here so I won’t chill over here with the natives my friend said he would move down here we got like 4 rooms open might convince a couple of friends to move down here more friends for the animals and stuff yay idc if they come really it’s like I’m not really lonely I just want watch porn more I’m no so Buddhistey idc though everyone’s a god to me I migh not care abou porn but I think I should be confused for n I’m paranoid I don ink I’m stupid at all now I got pizzas and cheeks fries Laotian alotiah who knows and water from pore but I loved noodles I just want be a pretender for now job for a cowboy said walk among them and I got the brains to do it had a good life my friend said the world is satan so I gotta rap with satan and stuff but raps lame and so is reggae so I listen to what I want but play games more don’t really listen much saosin all the way dude and no one needs to copy me I feel like I gotta sometimes I like dipping in to the water everything’s cool but I can’t say that when I was bad someone told me I was safe I felt less safe I don’t no how to talk and I’m real uneducated I got fs my whole life mostly and cs and some bs and as in school I’m feeling to lazy righ now to use apostrophes soooooo sorry sorry if I’m annoying all your post seem so cool with coolictures I won’t get a picture want go smoke and listen to saosin and sing along and stuff and try to practice Guggenheim I said ugghhh dunno if it’s ppl watching me butt gods watching everyone dude its cool cya guys l8r I’m out yah he dude
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Hmmm, I don’t know what to make of all that. You are able to use a computer keyboard successfully so that proves you are a least a little lucid. Are you seeking help for whatever your problems are from a doctor?
Gonna call him tomorrow so he can tell doctor here what to do but its poor here so I don’t think he’ll make home visits here’s no nicotine patches here and they just lemme smoke 3 a day just worryin bout insects to I just wear real yo clothes to smell bad and stink Mia get off thx I’m gonna get off tomorrow hopefully if mom will call nicotine blood on mosquitoes hellll bawls dude
Led, that is…
Well, good luck to you.
Ima listen to at stuff and singing yahhh
I smoke to much but I a get checked for cancer they didn’t catch it for my grandma maybe just blood test butt who knows I don’t trust ppl down here Inq ask for white doctor to check for cancer never getting X-ray hopefully I want Mir mri
I think smoking a good for me but it’s relaxing for my confusion and I didn’t eat that much salt actually and it’s all irrelevant man and sorry for my scary albums ace of spades I don’t no what to say 70 iq retarded 90 85 100 avg I think I between dullyish and 110 bright 120 gifted 130 advance you gifted 140 web wow 150 near geniuses I’m not so technical on labels and everything can be platooned and not real senses fail what’s real dude agh who cares and 165 185. Genius that just sounds so god like but that’s like the worlds the tree and what we dos soil there super soil and were retry soil and stuff maybe we gotta put bends on tree to make it look cool but that’s not here I can’t say that though I’m real crazy I see stuff all time and I’m like tryin not see stuff I see blurry vision boxes white cloud I really love smoke squares of repeated porn over and over fat porn favorite yah I a learn how to talk and get speech therapy and I got great friends so I’m cool and lots of family here too and I can’t say Africa’s real or war there in like a scientific test area with drugs in air or heat waves of ionic or drug them or god man I’m afraid of God Christian friend said I should be afraid of God but I’m more agnostic by since world seems plain more my own religion that’s atheistic I think I’m just slightly depressed and hearing voices for fun while I’m confused but excite myself to much to not be depressed I feel pressure in head I migh be anxious too I love cigarettes I’m gonna get e cigarette I got memory problems so yah but I think I’m just real confused for being depressed for long time crying to Obama to die well was little then got excited and feeling gross I get jealous sometimes now I feel good I said that but I don’t think I have a problem I think I can get over it everything’s just funny to me life’s a circle jerk who cares but I miss ofu other island here go house there and lodge I like to take care of with my family I just do lame house work but if I go there to see grandma for cancer and funeral I a get on he yard work to I a quit smoking after I get checked for cancer just heart starts racing cause I’m such a heavy smoker I gotta cut down slowly but the air is so great here it’s hard I’m not use to it and I can’t party loud with games and music gotta be chill for animals and insects pulse of the maggots and whatever dude ugggggh I go what could of been a seizure a couple times probably cause not eating I got bad appetite I’m just a picky is heater but I can get use to the food it’s good now hat I notice it’s I love tuna sandwiches in a lame way and I get mountains of ensure to drink all day mom go them I’m paranoid I don’t feel like sharing it but I’m cool about it it’s real exciting for me not really but yah I miss drugs I feel good and awesome on the now but gotta stay clean and stuff ugghhh yah and everyone looks e same to me I just put puppy’s and stuff on there face so whatever I won’t date anyone I a just keep it cool there irrelevant dude I just want someone to play games with butt noon ima play Charlie murdere alone and play diablo alone to actually ima just play alone yay I’m cool now I just wish I could smoke in my room animals in my house ugghhh life stinks I h8 that they have pets cause I’d like to just drink lots of soda smoke and eat noodles and tofu and smoke and drink tons of soda but my stink smells so good but my nose might be pulsing my skin can’t smell to good maybe I a ask terapist that went to Harvard loved my stay at hospital there but bill mom showed me said it costed 70 thousand dollars but we just payed a thousand one time for it could of been fake I don’t trust anyone caring like stuffs real for other people’s scary I kinda don’t care but ima pretend like I do care of now and care anyways it’s all normal to care it’s cool awesome it’s just Ted bunds and stuff man they said he was smart there is no face I can’t judge anyone and therapist complicted the worlds scary kinda I’m not afraid a girl at the hospital go in my face maybe she liked me at the hospital old women but I had grin on m face and got a seizure or faked it my therapist could of drugged her but since I a pot head I’m kinda like a iPod and my skin vibrating could of talked whit and my grin moving
My names just real cultures I believe but I like to feel like it’s my name to feel safer in music and stuff and it’s more fun and giddy
I like a delusional arrogance but I a get out of it with therapy if I should if therapist says so the name saosin gets to me Sayers of win and stuff sin too I can’t say anyone dies invisible via qgnts agents cloning people and stuff I’m just way to excited when I relax and think I feel confused pressure in head I use to get vertigo from confusion I ate tons at moms house my therapist says he thinks my its 120 but he said like nah don’t take test you don’t need it saosin man but pity’s painful so I a be happy and have fun I a take an iq test and see if I should drink and stuff might go to hospital when I quit smoking and relax to get everything sorted out I a try learn how to relax in my own way at home first and cut down n smoking God I’m a social smoker so th air here is killing me in a good way cigarettes are great here but I a start eating fish and rain just fell on my nail and measured down said u should start eating fish yah eating tuna egg salad fish sandwiches on toasted bread ima half toast it for health and get I can’t believe it’s not butter house is payed for so I’m good on money and life’s precious and I pity the dogs so I can probably get more money money’s pleasure and stuff kinda too
All you guys are awesome to me he for posting here and stuff all Uruguay post r earl cool I a get heavy and rugs and learn punctuation no stuff an get speech therapy hopefully I cancspeak in accents I a gonna knit a ski mask if I should u not gotta be good example I don’t think much ppl get spanked here it’s real calm I don’t hear any kids crying so but children are evil maybe duuuude so the ski mask is to cool but mosquitoes and I don’t want the cat smelling off but gothic is my god I just feel so powerful thinking people are that smart in the world and in awe I hear my friends taking to me but I put a delusional thing and change the words they say to my delusional paranoid system I got going I don’t want hear them I m afraid to relax I might be prone to seizures but ima get drugs learn to relax learn how to relax and study andcstuffcman and get you typing all down and stuff again I just hate relaxing and stuff i think I could of had adhd in past but I’ll just be patient man and do it it’s cool I snorted some pills and stuff and I think I’m real sensitive I feel pressure in head like a slight headache like my heads pulsing at a million miles per hour to distract myself hh hh sigh I don’t no if I should take antipsychotics sounds bumpy they claimed there coagulants and sever I forgot whole thing but to really but it sounds sticky and bumpy I got on clozapine once in hospital and my head felt pressured so I gotta a potheads conversation back cowards with all my words going on I think my friends are cool but I don’t think I care about people that much is like to live alone and just play runescape and get a flashlight I’m afraid of ghost sometimes I use to watch a loot of horror movies so I might just live at m friends house I get greeeeat sleep there I can get on cool sleeping meda and anxiety though blocky stress relieve stuff though its whatever dude and for how adhdey or confused my life was I smoked a lot of pro maybe 2 table little mountains to 5 tables worth and thousands of cigarettes and I use to drink like 2 12 packs of soda a day non diet ugghhh man there’s lots of drugs there so I’ll be cool I’ll always be cool I had a good life
Sorry weird keyboard or fingers that looks lame and I’ve possibly cut down on smoking