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I want a lift, a blow out of my mind!


#1

Sometimes i experience some lift in my emotions for a brief moment. And it feels good!!! So maybe thats what i need at the end? I almost need to blow my fuckind bad or unrealistic thoughts from my mind :open_mouth:. Is it possible for the lithium to take rid of the bad thoughts, please? The zyprexa didnt do this. I ruminate so much just some dumb things that i feel some physical pressure in my head… or you dont believe that meds will work on the bad thoughts or the confusion? No need to say that i almost dont have a personnality because of this illness :smirk:… maybe its the falseness of the insanity,idk… but really, i would like some lift already, i need to feel with heart and soul, but i am not sure lithium will work. Maybe its too much to want from a med regarding my illness…
P.s. i just listened to smells like teen spirit now, its good :grinning: i couldnt feel it in the past when it was a hit, yeah…


#2

Hey, do you understand me people? I guess some of you had this famous lift from some of the meds… from which one please? Ads? my ap dont give me a lift at all. It doesn’t even calm my fears, its strange… I want feelings already, its very painful to live with a pain in my soul instead of feelings…


#3

I’m trying to understand what you wrote.
Do you feel numb, is that what you’re saying?

Pain in your soul is feelings too, and maybe the numbness comes from you un-knowingly trying to protect yourself from feeling those negative feelings?


#4

Lithium can be an amazing drug but lifted is not one of the side effects.

Hang in there , stay positive


#5

Yes, berru, I guess that pain in the soul is feelings too. But its painful. Maybe my illness is really a try to protect myself like you say. I feel it even like I have thought and emotional blockages. I would like that some med will help me to destroy these blockages yeap :slight_smile: I feel myself like I became too closed for everything. Maybe the lithium can help me to relax on this and discover a whole new world. Maybe the lift that I expect is too much and still not a normal state, heh. I have this strange symptom that I feel a lot of pressure in my head. It feels like I feel my brain. I know its not possible but I focus a lot on this area of my body. The Zyprexa never helped me on this. So, lets see with the lithium yes. Maybe its a good thing that he is quite sedative isn’t it?
hugs to you people


#6

I ruminate too, but if you take folate, about 1000-2000mg. better look it up, you wont. lithium might help. took it once cant remember