He tells me they don’t want me dead but they’ve all rejected me so many times; I can’t imagine a world where if I was around them they wouldn’t kill me. I never want to hear from them or know about them because they’re murderers and I can’t stomach the thought that two of them are his cousins because they’re both murderers. Even though one of them would talk and be friendly to me; I know they want me dead. I really hope he doesn’t take it personally. He tells me that they’re not; it just makes me get all quiet because I feel like I am not real nor is anything I feel. I can’t decide if nothing is real or if it is all too real and will consume me. I apologize for the confusion.
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How do you know they’re murderers? Did they go to prison?
I don’t think any of them have gone to prison but people always can get away with the worst things. Jeffrey Dahmer was a bright social, beloved, and clean person who murdered dozens without notice.
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True. So how do you know they’re murderers?
They often lie to me, about wanting to say hello. I was talking in a group chat with them once, I left and came back and they were all gone. I thought for a moment they didn’t want me dead before that, I forgot about how I felt. My boyfriend told me they were all uncomfortable with me, at least one of them was, and that made the rest leave. I decided they didn’t like talking to their soon to be victim because it let me understand them far too much. Deception is a key sign of sociopathy, I’ve been gas lit over and over again. Told to disbelieve myself. I told them all once that they were trying to ruin me and they can never look at me the same. I can’t look at them the same either. Victim to murderer connection. Sociopaths have the potential to murder, some don’t. I’d sooner know what’s coming down the hall before it hits me though. That is how I know.
I’m not fully understanding but I hope you are ok
@nihilpuer have you had a traumatic experience, or felt threatened in the past? I’m just trying to understand
Probably too often for me to recount.
Is it at all possible that these past experiences have discolored your view of these people?
Rather than wanting to hurt you, maybe they just feel uncomfortable? I know I have had strange reactions from people when they learned that I am schizophrenic.
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They don’t know anything about me… They just hate what they’ve seen. I’m started to just hate it all too. I can’t disagree with them much.
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