Thought I was on some mission to help humanity… my partner said I was thinking of others even when I was so unwelll… but the guilt of being unwell and the embarrasement is huge. On top of that I quit my job without thinking. I wish I never quit. I make more on benefits but I feel less productive.
Did this delusion stop now?
It went away when I started Abilify. I don’t have delusions or hallucinations anymore.
So now, after this, you believe you have sz
or do you still doubt it?
The consultant said mood disorder, to me thats too vague. I think I have sz or sza.
I am very confused. I used to doubt the sz diagnosis and now I doubt anything they tell me.
It doesn’t matter.
What matters is to take your meds and be happy
It kinda matters to me even though I know it’s not important… but I guess like @Wave said I may never know for sure. I hate the uncertainty.
Yes, i see.
You need to know.
In the past when my diagnosis
fluctuated, i had some confusion,
but now i am without doubts or uncertainty.
When I took 50mg, on the first day I got psychotic. I told this to the GP who said stop if it happens again. They increased the meds (antidepressant) and it was tooo late and I had no insight by that point.
I thought I was Jesus and God. Higher than queen of England
What kind of thoughts did you have about the British royal family?
Lol you funny dude, Aziz
I didn’t to be honest. I just thought she was stepping down as queen.
Yeah like we were on some sort of mission to save the world.
Yea I though I had the cure for cancer and all diseases. I thought I could do miracles and creating an unlimited and carbon free electricity source that can power all the earth for eternity. But I also had the delusion that I am king of the world so I called 911 and told them that they need to honor me and make me king of the world. I thought I was going to bring heaven to earth.
Lol I also was on a mission to cure cancer.
When the pdoc came to my house I was trying to explain that I had the cure to ageing and I was rambling on a little about telomeres.
Ugh… Such sweet times.
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