But I was wrong. I was disliked because I was cold and unfriendly. And I wouldn’t believe anyone liked me anyway even if they did.
People tend to be more comfortable around warm welcoming people. Maybe now that you realize you’re being cold, you can try to smile a little more and be more engaged in conversation etc.
It’s okay I isolate myself too.
It hurts my head to smile.
If you do it over time it’ll get easier
I can understand your problem with other people. You wonder how you come across. In this country, people are very closemouthed about certain things. Without love, you are lost.
I’ve thought the same thing, but a truly intelligent person knows it doesn’t pay to parade your intellect. I still have a hard time stopping myself from doing that, though.