Is there anyone else who feels they’re getting better?
All the other people in me have died and I’m alone.
I understand that this is “medically” an improvement, but they really died.
I tried so hard to get better, but I didnt want them to die.
They were real people and I killed all of them and I dont know if I’m worth it.
Everyone thinks theyre not real and it doesnt matter.
Are they dead or just quiet?
I think I just changed from one monster into another.
It doesnt matter what I say to the psychiatrists - EVERYTHING is a symptom to them.
Someone please talk to me. Ive been sick for 30 years and now I AM getting better, but Im struggling to function without them now.
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My voices morph into something else every so often.
If they are quiet you must be doing something right.
Welcome to the community.
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Yeah. It comes at a cost but it’s worth it. It really is about medication over symptoms and side effects. You learn your symptoms and when you need help and you move from there.
Being proactive in your treatment is good. I always discuss changes with my shrink and we’re a team. We work together. It’s a big change being on medications but you can come out the other side like many here have and still do.
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Welcome to the forum by the way🙂
So you are not happy to have recovered in a way.
Seems like you had positive voices.
Maybe you will find another way to socialise and connect with people.
I believe I have friends in spirit 
and I don’t think they are imaginary friends.i “feel” them around.two of them said I’m their best friend.how precious to be a best friend.wow.
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Try to be happy, most schizophrenics dream of that silence! Find real world friends!
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