I think I thought suicide was cool

An attempt (unconscious) when I was about 11 - with a grin on my face.

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I still can’t believe I tried to kill myself.
I was clearly not myself.
I never thought it was cool ever. Just a necessity at that time

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Yes, before that, I thought it was necessary as well. Something to do with doctor saying “We can save your life but first we have to take it.” and then knocking me out. (Voices)

The voices knocked you out?

I remember trying to do it when i was super happy…I think I’d taken a bunch of drugs and was like wow, this is the happiest I’ve been in years, and didn’t want that feeling to go away. So weird to think about now.

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No, doctor’s ether.

That sounds scary.
Sorry you had to go through that.
Ether is like anaesthetic I’m guessing

Yes, also called going under. It is given when doctor has to injure you (surgery)

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