If i save up some ambien, enough to just knock me out cold, swallow that right quick and then have an o.d. of antipsychotics ready to go when it starts to hit i won’t feel a thing.
I just can’t imagine continuing this for several more years, let alone a life time.
I honestly don’t get why normal people don’t do it either, they’re lives suck to.
In fact, why do people do this at all? Do they have to or something? If something wasn’t forcing you then why would you keep going or putting more people here, doesn’t really make any sense at all.
I hate this place. If it worked differently i couldn’t have complained, but the way it is it just isn’t even worth doing and it sure as hell isn’t sane to have children here. We could have been absolved of that horrible horrible crime to, it would have been nessecary to have some children, but billions with the way this works?! Nope, that just turned us into ravenous idiot animals.
I don’t think it’s the end though, although i hope it is, i hope i just stay asleep forever, mmmmmm, sweet sweet unconsciousness, rest, no children screaming for help anymore, no more moaning and angry wails of agony, no more dishonor to behold, no more puffed up childish morons strutting about not even realizing they are rotting into nothing.
No more science, no more professor of madness explaining to me how the light that is going to torture me for five months straight soon by it’s awful awful brightness and power is governed by magnetism and blah blah blah blah this and that, “there is no ether” he madly barked at me on the television, the light that tortures you is waves and magnetism!
Wave upon wave of magnetism beating down on my cursed flesh, the pissy sweat seeping out of my pores, rancid heat.
No more rich, no more poor, no more war, no more natural disasters.