the thoughts and the emotions are probably connected. I cant think so I feel desensibilised… I don’t have pleasure in the life anymore and its soo annoying… I am calmer now but I cant feel love for example… I am grounded to the land. without a sign of spirituality. I don’t hurry to have a spirituality because I don’t know what I need anymore… ill go out today-to see my nephews and my sister. but I want to have a life like everybody else… I am so alone in the life. or at least, I feel alone, not loved by anyone…I was obsessed longtime with the love to a partner, I know life is not just that anymore… but its still great to be in love… and me, I am like autistic one… I hope everything will get better one day.
you, keep going also 
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i feel just like you. i cant feel that happy and lack emotions. what to do 
you thought of going to Therapist Anna ?
Raghu, we should continue doing things- watchin tv, surfing on the net and get information about everything, be around people, read books, make sport. all this things can give us emotions… me, I was really paranoid today so I find this an obstacle for the emotions. me I have the big fear to be a pedophile, I suffocate only of the thought of this so sometimes I just sit there and don’t talk cause I am so anxious… but its ok, I think the way is to continue doing things. for some, the meds helped them for the emotions but its not my case. so you are not alone, it sucks. I wanna be in love even though the love is hard for everyone. take care