So back in the day I was upset because David didn’t seem to want kids and a lot of y’all suggested I talk to him about it…
We finally ended up talking about it… It turns out he wants a kiddo… Only one… The thing is he don’t want to be living with my narcissistic and controlling mother when we have one! We also don’t believe in a lot of stuff she does (she’s racist, a bigot, and don’t like the LBGTQ+ community while we are fine with them!) He also said that thinking of kids living in foster care or in any kind of bad situation makes him feel really sad and bad for them and I understand that but it makes him not wanna talk about adopting any kid at all! With me going off my bipolar meds and going all natural for that we decided that after all of his debt is paid and we have an apartment we will open the discussion of the possible of having a child together! Until then I’m gonna concentrate on getting better and we are both gonna concentrate on paying the debt so our dreams can come true! I should have listened to y’all!