First I was speaking with a girl about the movie Moana as I always do and the crab that wants all the shiney stuff. She says she is that crab so I tell her she looks like she deserves alot of shiney things.
Anyway I said I had to go and she remarks that how can I hit her with a smooth line like that and then leave. I tell her I’m sorry, I’m a bad boy. And she says that doesn’t make it easier.
And later on I think I laughed at the wrong thing and made someone feel bad for no reason. Making the whole convo awkward and probably forever.
And the terrible part is I don’t feel bad about any of that. I’ve been trying to make myself feel bad but I cannot. My ego is too huge. My power is too much for me to control.