I set out and the fog sets in - again

Once again after starting to be inspired and resuming writing, the depression returns. Since Wednesday I’ve been feeling bad and didn’t work on my book since. I feel like my body is falling apart, like I have possible cancer (I hope not!) and my teeth are rotting and going to fall out. How much longer can my body keep up with my sick mind? I don’t know what to think anymore. Maybe it will be better to die. I must just prepare and be right with God before I go. It seems like my sza just doesn’t want to go away. A few good days then it’s snatched away from me again. How am I ever going to make it in life???

Yes, to prepare is best.

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