I had to ring crisis because I had been out to do some mindfulness - got some fresh air and went to take nature pictures, birds etc.
anyway I gt back home and there she was - as clear as day
but she wasn’t there - because she hasn’t been in my life for ages, and she actually physically was alive n well visiting with dad at the care home.
so why was she in my bed dead?
I dunno, the crisis team think its a hallucination because mums day has been n gone and maybe it was on my mind?
I wish I could get some peace from this stuff