I quit masterbating its gross habit

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Dirty books is a pretty new one for me. I want to read more and see less images that I don’t like.

Imagination I possess BUT I lost my way when porn became free and ubiquitous(I think that’s the right word).

There’s nobody irl who I like currently, and I guess I need to offer that, that always made me feel ashamed.

All of what that entails. I’m free now though!

Dirty books! haha!

it’s an intersection of two things: One I want more of (reading) and one I want less of, (images that are not to my personal taste or mesh with my dreams of what I want.).

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Oh my, that would be enough to scar you for life :joy:

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I only masturbate once a month now. Cant do it any more than that on aps. And believe me its pretty pathetic.

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With the meds I’m on I can barely get it up. Some days are sad. I will occasionally masturbate just to prove to myself that it works at all.

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No wonder you’re such a true gentleman. I swear there’s a connect or something of that nature.

Personally I still did it while feeling watched by enemies. That was sad. Luckily I was trying Risperdal at the time and for me I wasn’t active.

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The first time I was psychotic and hearing voices, I wouldn’t touch myself. I felt so observed. Then my meds started working and I had a field day. When the voices came back I was like ■■■■ it and masturbated still, but they would distract me and even have preferences on what porn I watched. That was really distracting but I just kept telling them to shut up.

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Its healthy in moderation. Being addicted is bad though, I had sex addiction from Abilify. Now on Risperdal my sex drive is normal. I think I had a high sex drive before meds and Risperdal lowered it to normal levels. I am happy since being on Risperdal.

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That’s funny. I’ve been there.

Once I had a field day when I was convinced the dentist was going to tell me I had oral cancer.

The fear for whatever reason, I fully subscribed to it. It got me. I was enjoying myself with the time I had left.
Jesus we go through a lot.

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I really recommend Risperdal if you have hypersexuality or a high sex drive. When I had hypersexuality I was obsessed with sex and felt bad about it and even had genital pain from too much masturbation, 5-6 times per day.

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I don’t see any problem with masturbating, healthy sex life even if your single is ok

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Ziprasidone helped my hypersexuality as well. Its more normal now

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They do work better to get your rocks off (for me anyway) - Theres a site that sells dirty books for the echo (like audible) , and nothing better listening to a sexy voice lol.

(ill see if i can find it)

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Not sure if I want the voice I can’t decide lol

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Not as gross as making sourbread dough from scratch!

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There’s another obvious reason why I want to stop, is that the two pin heads are privy to my thought processes and actions. I don’t need that crap!! :rofl:

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oh don’t take away my masturbation priviledges away…haha…

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Hmm.

Is There A Strange Reason Why You Misspelled The Word Masturbating Into “masterbating”?.

Master Baiting Perhaps?.

Are You Splicing Thus Word On Purpose To Call Out Some Personal Enemy You Have Acquired On Thus Forum?. Strange For You To Do So I Have To Admit. . .

On Such A Very Personal Topic. And Sexual As Well. . .

Or!, Do You Come From A Non-English Speaking Country?.

Or!, Has Your Education Been Mishandled By Bad Types Of Individuals?.

Or!, Is The Hook In My Mouth?. Did You Come On Thus Forum As A Fisherman?.

Or!, Am I A Very Severe Case Of Schizoaffective Disorder That I Need The Emergency Room!.

Now Perhaps?.

Or!, Has The Fates Tricked Us Both In (As Tricky Says), Tricked In Christiansands?.

I Have Not Come Here To Cause Any Harm.

I Have Arrived To Do Everyone Some Good. In Thus Universe Of Unfulfilling Chaos. . . . . . .

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also audio. some people act out scenes vocally on reddit they call it gonewildaudio. leaves some work for the imagination when you listen with eyes closed. can actually be pretty intense

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Perhaps it is masterboating. Master the boat Master the bait :scream: its a fishing conspiracy :smile:

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Hmm.

I Think You Are Onto Something Here. But…, Wait…, Master…, Boat…, Fishing. . .

Boats…, Motors…, Fishing & Boats…, Motor…, Motor…, Motor…, OH . MY . GOD .

Do You Know What Thus May Mean (???).

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