I am alone for 2 weeks, my friends are at work all week. I am bored, also negative symptoms make it worse and i have no job
Same. Only other site i use is quora
My online friends wanted to game but now they’re not answering me
Prob having lunch
Do you feel like your wasting your time online? Idk what to do else though
Of course wasting time. I have no motivation to do anything productive/ constructive.
When I went off meds for 2yrs first few months i wasnt psychotic i was much more productive i took 5 courses each semester for two semesters and i did good, got a big rush of dopamine
I wanted to take 6 courses each semester but they said the limit is 5 lol
I could study independently right now and write a book. Change my life. But no motivation. Just want to lie around idly.
I dont know if it is something feasible where you live, but I recommend going on walks. It’s pretty much the same as staying in online on regards to how much mental effort it takes.
If I can’t keep my thoughts in a coherent order, I take a walk to clear my mind up. If it doesn’t work, at least I had some exercise and feel somewhat well — plus it makes much easier to sleep at night if you moved around some.
I used to walk outside 1h everyday when it was warmer. Now its too cold snow everywhere.
That’s too bad. One thing I like to do too if I cant go out is cleaning my place while listening to music. Like walking, is some easy to do activity where you move around a bit and don’t think too much.
How are you in general? Still on risperidone? I got an appointment in about 3 weeks and I’ll try to ask to go down on my quetiapine too. But that’s probably 3 more months with 50mg down lol
Yes still on 3 mg risperidone
Thats good to hear. I hope it works out for you whatever dose you end up on.
When I post too much I feel like I am annoying others
Nah ur making content that people can swipe through for a bit
When i lower my meds or off them i talk too much, caffeine does that too
I think I have bipolar but my drs said no
You’re not talking too much, it’s us who don’t talk enough.
I talk too much irl too people tell me to stop talking and calm down